I'm just an ordinary human

       Nobody is perfect. It’s the words that I like the most. Why do I like those words? Because I am not perfect. I have much weakness and some people do not like that. One of them is childish. I know that I haven’t been mature yet. I just like a child. Sometimes I like to do something like a child. But it’s me.

I realized that it’s not good to be a kid anymore because I’m a young adult now. But it’s not easy to change behavior in a fast time. I need time to make my self comfortable in a new way. At home, my beloved mom and dad still thought me that I’m their little daughter. They give me anything that I want and they often to spoil me. Maybe it’s the one some reasons that build my bad behavior, childish.

         In my life, I tried to accept everyone aroud  me because I know everyone has their own behaviour. I always try not to complain much about that. But I often upset to someone who asks me to change my behavior fast. I’m just a human. Sometimes I couldn’t do something that the others want. They’re also humans. If they were me, can they make a change in fast time? I’m not sure they can.

            Nobody knows how hard I try to make a change. I keep trying. But, they don’t want to know. They just see in their point of view without looking upon me. I upset to them so much. LL

            I just need time to be mature. Please give me chances to prove it. I will prove it as fast as possible. But, if you can’t accept the way I am, just stay away from me, start from now !!!

and I’m sure that someday someone is gonna accept me as I’m. JJJ